And again with the repetition...

I feel like things are less random and out there if you make lists of them, so here's another list by me...

1. I have recently discovered that I'm a queen of wasting time. I will do it any way I can. Facebook, taking the nail polish off my nails, checking my email multiple times, staring at the floor, you name it.

2. I'm restless and it scares me. Is this what the rest of my life is going to be like? Always just wanting to get to the next stage in life and never appreciating where I am until it's too late? I love college, yet I want to be older, settled, even married and starting a family. I love sociology, yet I want to maybe be a wedding planner or a nanny. I want to drop out, I want to transfer, I want to stay here....I feel like my feelings contradict themselves. I hate being somewhere just feeling like I have to just tolerate it. I want to enjoy myself to the fullest wherever I am and for some reason it's hard for me to.

3. I think I'm passive-agressive.

4. I am desperately trying to grow my hair out right now, but it's not taking the hint. :(

5. Christmas lights are some of my favorite things in the world.

6. I wish my family incorporated more of our Scottish heritage into our traditions and history. I want to have a plaid and a crest. That would be awesome.

7. I think the weirdest phrase out of my mouth that I've ever heard myself say before is, "my boyfriend." Definitely still getting used to that one.

8. I started going to a Bible study on Wednesday nights with some girls from school and it's been pretty amazing. I've missed the spiritual fellowship a lot and I'm trying to bring that back into my life more now. I miss God. I want Him back.

9. I've realized recently that my lack of close friends in my life has really affected me. It's always been hard for me to open up, and it always seems like the people I open up most to always end up hurting me. (not true of jenny or joanna :).

10. I hate it when I'm shaving my legs in the shower and the bathroom light goes off. I always feel like whimpering.

11. I love babies. :)

12. IKEA is my favorite favorite store in the entire world. Hands down.

13. I am in the process of simplifying. It's not working too well, but I'm trying. First step I've accomplished? Only wearing three items of makeup and pretty much never doing my hair. Next step: stopping the shopping.

14. I hate cliche quotes.

15. Last year I contemplated transferring to a school where I could study interior design. I also used to want to be a nurse and read a lot of books about the Civil War nurses. Then I found out that I felt really sick at the sight of blood. Bad choice.

16. I think Jude Law is quite possibly the hottest man in the world.

17. I am not a jewely wearer. I would like to wear rings, but I don't spend enough money on them to get ones that don't turn my fingers green and then I forget anyway.

18. I've always wanted to experience love at first sight, but I really don't even believe in it, so I guess I can't experience what I don't believe in. :)

19. I wish it could be summer camp all year long.

20. My favorite smell is fresh laundry. And also, fresh bread and chocolate chip cookies.

21. I've actually been developing opinions and beliefs that are my own. I like it. I'm also not really sure how long it will last because I'm only 19 and very young, so I'm sure that I will change them many more times. But I like this whole idea of developing individuality.

22. I have grand plans for my life at this point, and I'm hoping they'll turn out somewhat close.

23. I also think that I really should clear my plans with God. Easier said than done.

24. I'm in the midst of applying for a job that I really want. Reallyy really want.

25. I just ran out of all the little facts about me that I thought I was going to have.

17.

Dear Survey,

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? i like to think my middle name is a combination of Jane from Pride and Prejudice and Anne from Persuasion, but i think that's wrong. And of course my first name is from the Bible.
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? this weekend sometime
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? yes. it's not amazing but it's unique and individual and completely mine :)
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? turkey, if i have to
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? lots
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? heck yes. we would be best friends and finish each other's sentences and do everything together and paint each other's nails and wear each other's clothes....and be really creepy because we were exactly alike.
.7. DO YOU USE SARCASM? never. i think sarcasm is the one blight of human existence.
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? unless someone stole them when i wasn't looking...yes
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? oh yeah. it's on my list of things to do.
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? cinnamon toast crunch
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? i try really hard not to
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?choc. chip cookie dough/mint chip
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? if they're goodlooking. Doesn't everyone?
15. RED OR PINK?pinnnnkkkkkk!!
16. What is your least favorite part of yourself? my stomach. oh, personality trait? ummm....my inability to make myself vulnerable when i need to
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? my mom and joanna rose
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST? i could care less, actually. no joke.
19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? jeans and my brown fuzzy moccasins with blue laces
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? "I'll Be" by Edwin McCain
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? some sort of pink or green
23. FAVORITE SMELLS? clean laundry, homemade bread, and man cologne :)
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? my mom i think
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? no one sent this to me. i stole it!
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? #1 sport of all time--hockey and then football. more specifically, Ducks hockey and USC football
27. HAIR COLOR?brown
28. EYE COLOR? soul-piercing blue
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? yes
30 FAVORITE FOOD? good food. something that i am severely lacking here at this place called college
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?happy endings for sure
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? 10 thing i hate about you
33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? green, sort of a fresh, minty green
34. SUMMER OR WINTER? fall, actually. or maybe spring. or actually, all the seasons. now to move to a place where all four seasons actually exist. and to somewhere where i stop using the word "actually" three times in three sentences.
35. HUGS OR KISSES? i really like hugs and i've yet to experience a kiss, but i've heard they're nice
36. FAVORITE DESSERT: my mom's cheesecake or cookies
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? the myth of a christian nation, textbooks, and occasionally the Bible
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? the bachelor. shout out to molly!
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?beatles if i have to choose. but only because of "across the universe"

Dear Anyone,

i don't know if i can do this.

i need help.

Dear Friends,

Leave one memory that we have together.

It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember!

Don't send a message, leave a comment on here!!!

Next, re-post this in your notes and see how many people leave a memory about you.

It's interesting and should be funny to see the responses!!!